This is the only way I know how to express myself by writing stuff down I feel really heartbroken, really sad, disappointed, sometimes I really don’t know if people even care about what they do to other people, are we really that selfish that we don’t even think about the other!
How can you love somebody that have hurt you so much.
how can you still see the good in there eyes after what they done to you.
How can you move on when you know there might be something there someday.
How can you sleep at night when you know that she’s there.
How many times you have to look at a picture to make yourself believe that there might be something there! To believe something that you don’t see, to see something you might believe! That’s the art of hope!
I’m way too emotional I don’t know what’s going on, my head is spinning in so many different directions! The emotions of being alone for the rest of my life are turning into reality! My dad always said that men don’t make your happiness, that they are part of it but I’m starting to rethink that statement I haven’t been more emotionally broken because of a man!
For the first time in a long time I realized that I no longer love him but I care about the person that was ones my life and the person that I hated for breaking my heart for the first time, it’s strange saying goodbye to the person that was such a big part of my life to being just a memory, to being my first love!
Do you ever feel like you don’t belong to the life you are leaving… you feel like you were meant to live a different life… you go to bed every-night and cry because this is not the life you want it or dream about having… that is my sad story… where is the men that we call God that we pray to every-night… this is the way i express my feelings…
My life is like a painting, i can put many colors or shapes and it’s endless possibility of what it can be or just be simple as i want to make it but the beauty of it, is that I’m the one that make all the decision of what is going to be at the end!! ♥